| Hello |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|12:39 am] |
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| |  envious | ] |
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| | Eve 6 - Arch Drive Goodbye | ] |
Hey Everyone
I hate feelin envious. I wish to have been born into royalty. I'm chillin w/da babe. Tryin to write shit out. I have to go to school. Pray for me guys. Thanks to the peeps that stopped by.
Oh well, when my prof. says, "where've you been" i think i'll say "watching my stress cloud dissipate".
Some much needed time off.. I hate having to catch up. I don't know why I'm bent on promising the impossible. Fuck that road trip to Anaheim. I'll stick to S.A.
Hope I've hit you guys deep
catch ya l8r |
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| Complacent |
[Jun. 9th, 2005|01:46 am] |
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| |  complacent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | no doubt - dont speak | ] |
Ha.. Anyone use My Yahoo?
i've composted a peice of text. perhaps i will publish it.
wish my luck, i started with..
Off to my space
Not Many comments here
pain to the face
she hit him like a spear
an ostrich beats the hole
the hole loves beats
now that i've set the mood.. i'm not so complacent |
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| Hey Everyone |
[Jun. 3rd, 2005|09:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Godsmack - Whatever | ] |
Whats up Guys and Chicks?
Not much here. I've been bored all day. Lucky for me I found a few things to keep my busy.
I hate those days when no one seems to have time for me. Atleast I know I'm not being screened when I get called back or someone leaves a message when I can't answer.
I'll be off to a small party in some time. It will be fun to get out finally. I tire of beer easily, I can bearly go through a drinking game like ring of fire. Its with cards and you chug the number in seconds. So I will pitch in for some Raz. I can down lots of those drinks. They're so good, you can smell the alcohol when you open it.
I was supposed to go on a trip today for an anime convention that is tomorrow. Its in Dallas. My friend decided he didn't want to go.. so I stayed. My car is still in the shop. Grr.. It will be alright soon
Thanx for Listening Peeps
-Leo |
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| Apathetic |
[May. 22nd, 2005|07:47 pm] |
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| | apathetic | ] |
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| | Billy Talent - Try Honesty | ] |
It is hard to make people feel acceptance and comfort when you do not feel like smiling.
Sometimes, old fashion roughness is the best path.
Women, why the mind games? It's easy to get you to desire, but once it gets exploited, you turn away.
Complaints about not doing helpful and considerate things.. they mean nothing because you are not greatful they are done. Must be arrogance |
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| Extensions |
[May. 16th, 2005|03:14 am] |
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| | cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Incubus - Pardon Me | ] |
Hey
This weekend was not fun but atleast it was not a total loss. I still got to hang out with my usual friends. My car is still in the shop, a new transmission has been shopped out and I believe it could fit even though it will be from a newer model. With a new clutch and transmission my car will be running smoother than before. I believe these new parts will increase it's durability.
Meh, so I have not been out much other than a couple friends' houses and Whataburger. I don't remeber if I mentioned going to the mall last week, but I need go again to return some pants I got at Express. They are not as great as I percieved. Reminds me of women. They costed me alittle over 50 bucks. Too bad it wasn't a good catch.
Should the transmission be a success I will not have to drive around my dad's lumina for a long time. I guess that is all I have to talk about since thats what I've been thinking about. There are a few other things, but I do not like everything having leverage over me.
I hope I see interesting people at pan am during this summer. It sucks that I do not get to go on the family vacation. Maybe I'll go back to Detroit for a few weeks b4 summer starts. I want to find another job, subbing will not be too available.
Do you guys ever feel like nobody understands you? It is hard when you want to something but you do not know the right words to say it in. Tone and wording can change a person's whole reaction. It is the way the valley hounds me though. Expectations are high for some people. Pressure is nice when its for the good of many, but for self indulgence it makes me turn away. This has become a strange riddle. This incent is cool; I'm glad I bought some at the mall. In big cities, its harder to get noticed if you don't speak up. I suppose I got used to it in those short 3 months. Seems to me body language can do alot of work. Bad work even. lol
I will crash in a few minutes.. I'll try to write something more interesting next time.. I just didn't want to leave everyone in the dark.
-Leo
-PS
Keep writing in your journal sammy g.
Its good to hear about what you do. |
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| Big Update |
[May. 5th, 2005|01:51 am] |
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| |  haha | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Incubus - Talk Shows on Mute | ] |
Hey To Whom It May Concern
Whats up? Today was not all that pleasant. I had to pay 137 bucks to the Edcouch Municiple Court. *stabs check book* Fuckers. I thought the judge could cut me some slack. Well, he can... he just did not fill my fantasy. Fuck that, I spead all the way home.
Before that I went over to Pan Am for a focus group. It was an oral survey about my Eng. 1320 : /
A tape recorded entrance; I was late. So I was only there for 50 min. and I left with 15 dollars in my pocket.. I thought that was neat.
I had just recieved my State(Mi) Income Tax of 120. Damn HR Block was really expensive. A day later, a lady called me and said she would send me coupons to discount some of the cost. She lied or forgot about me; it was obsurd and disappointing. I paid some lady at Wal Mart to do it. Jackson Hewit I think they're called. Screw "they are"! It sounds robot-ish.
My car has been in the shop for a week now. Manuel is having trouble with it or something. I wanted him to put a new clutch in it. Then I had to end up buying a transmission and an engine mount. I hope he can finish it soon. I want AC and a sound system in my car... If that costs too much I might get rid of it. The low pros and white rims compensate for the gloss shedding red paint. The hood is black and its got hood pins. The white wing has a tiny hole. Fog lamps costed me 15 bucks to have hooked up. I had the wiring and switch... I wonder if that mattered. I need to put a new dashboard in it. Ha..
The cold air intake needs to be improved. I think the previous owner hooked it up. Atleast the sway bar is fine.. like my curves. The muffler system is cool. I was thinking about blue tint. Red is nice but it might annoy me after a while. Would the color clash that much? Once I had put those things on it I will want $1700 for it. It is a '95 getting to 77k miles. Speaking of bling
I got a new cell phone today. It can take pics unlike my old non flip phone. Ugh *thinks of his old phone* ..*looks at it collecting dust* Ugh *shivers* This new one is blue. I have free sprint to sprint. Its a nice advantage that can be contrasted to free minutes after 7 pm. Oh... getting to the point. If anyone calls my old phone.. you can listen to my message and retrieve the new phone number. I've yet to call everyone on my old directory. I need to set apart some study time for my finals.
I really enjoyed my last visit to Dairy Queen. I may crave some popcorn chicken this weekend. While my parents are away I treat my munchies. Hmm
I wasn't ticked off about the ticket when I started writing like I was earlier today, yet I feel my mood has been uplifted from my that of the previous.
Following will be one of my class' journal entries. It was the 6th one and includes a rhyme I put together while writing my 6th journal entry.
Today is the 20th of Feb.; it's been more than a trip up in here. I don't care what that chick at the writing center says, I'm going to keep using apostrophes in my shit since I can't use slang. I'll cut some corners some how. Less words you know, 'cause you know me.
I like to flow, I like to get busy
I want to run my society, tax free,
but not fancy free, 'cause you know I like dat honey
I'm just a bumblebee with a Ph.d in the land of the free
do you disagree,
that I'm a sight ta see.
Come here sweet pea. get in my trip teepee
don't be an absentee and I'll guarantee
I won't throw ya in the RV with the employee chimpanzee.
Whoo! I gotta rap to avoid being blue. Don't stare
this is true. I'm not as ugly as a bear
but I'll take you up on that dare
What'd you say 'bout the clothes I wear?
I don't care, I'm 'bout to go back to my lair, you say it ain't fair, that I got an elevator instead of stairs
Fuck it, Go eat a pair!
Haha, I can tell I was not sober when I wrote that entry. My writing was bad. I'm not just talking about the things on did on purpose though.
They are not raps... or flows..
It takes me time to come up with that. It is not something to be exploited, but to be awakened by desire for a rush contracted from excitement. Perhaps I will put up another entry sometime. There ended up being 21.
I knew this would get long. I will have to cancel my free trial (already been extended 1 month) w/in a few days. It is unlikely I will return to my journal soon. My modem chose to work today. Usually my pc doesn't detect it. Then again, it was trying to sign on for like 20 min.
Its been real.
-Leo
-Posted on my last topic
-Myst Stranger
This is Leo S. aka Leonardo. I have hung around with Js and JJs. There was JJ Rodriguez though. I spent much time with him. He was in aww of the word Myst. I read an entry of yours. Isabel? I only recall a Jimenez after that last name. If I have mistaken, I didn't mean to be rude. |
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| Subbing! |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|09:37 am] |
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| | apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mike Jones - Day To Day Grinding | ] |
Hey
Hows my favorite reader? Hehe I was so bored a minute ago. Now I can atleast update my live journal. I'll have something to copy into my journal for my writing class at pan am. By the way.. I'm subbing at the Edcouch Elsa High School right now. 2nd period and only 2 1/2 hrs left for me to be here. Fortunately, I don't have to deal with this all day. Atleast I'm getting paid. I'm getting some kicks here and there. I wonder how the rest of the periods will go. The kids in this class look alittle more awake than the previous.
I also subbed Tuesday. I skipped 2 classes at pan am to do this gig. I had to or I might never get called again. I'm not doing that bad... I was scheduled for today (yesterday) and another school called me this morning. Very sweet! The subbed from 12-4 last time. This time its from 8-12. Atleast I ate some b4 I came. I still feel like I want to munch on something. I've gotten used to eating too many snacks now that I don't have High School. I wonder what I'll wear to pan am. The way I'm dressed for subbing is pretty formal. Not uncomfortable, but it makes me feel too sophisticated. I can't stand it when people think I'm better than them.
We're all equals.. some are just balanced in places unexpected. |
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| Lucky |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exanimate | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Switchfoot- Dare You To Move | ] |
Hey Everyone
Glad to be here. Then I reminisce about what happened previously. Do you guys ever feel like you can't say something cuz you're afraid of it getting around?
I felt like I'd hit a turning stoned earlier.
No more pot.
I thought
Too Bad
A tear Shed
So Sad
My Wrists Felt as If They Blead
I Can Still See The Cuff Lines
Atleast I Didn't Have to Pay the Fines
Glad to be Here
Instead of where I fear
I've always wanted to do that now that I think about it. Kinda like a flow except it was a poem. You guys have missed so much. I've been putting off typing on my live journal... And transfering it to my real journal.. Like I said I would do. I might have to change that part. I wonder what my last entry was. I never put up the last 2 entries I wrote in my journal. I was thinking those entries.. I was debating if I should.
Thats all for now guys, I'll just let you guys know, too much of my time was taken up recently and I'm having my car fixed.
Thanks to all who send the positive energy!
-Leo |
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| Quick Whats Up/Thanks |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|12:02 am] |
This Entry was started for Sammy.
1st of all, thanks for being the 1st person to post. Its an incentive to keep writing this. Thanks for the link and about the guys, I had seen somnething I thought was your friends list. Its going to take some time b4 I do it and figure out which way to find out which sn's are Rollie's and George's. I wonder if George G. has seen the journal. Maybe my Halo chums have seen my entries.
Oh, I was also going to say, when I saw 1 new comment, I said to myself, "I bet its DoomedNova".
-Now really, I must pull away from this journal, I don't want it to take up all my time. I've yet to write in my real journal for college. I've realized I made it seem like I was doing a livejournal for college in my 1st post; I'm not sorry, but I wanted to correct that. I was planning on not writing and talking about that, but now I got an urge to write in it. Atleast 1 entry so I don't fall behind.
Peace Out |
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| Some of What Happened Today, and Now |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|10:58 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Eve 6 - Small Town Trap | ] |
Sup All
Or should I say, online community. "No I'm not and I won't eat your food, subdued" go the lyrics from the song I'm currently blasting on my pc. It has been fun today. Except for the times I had to push start my car; its a good thing its std. If I can't use bad grammer I mine as well abbreviate things... or should I say abbrev. Ha I'm still going to sneak some slang in. I'm also playing Budokai 3 while I write this. Some of you may not care what I do while I write this, but I'm playing in such a complex manner right now. I've learned new tricks to playing the game. I've decided getting high is just for experimenting. Its fun to try things while you're on a little buzz. However, smoking a blunt is cool for chilling out to music or sometype of visual. I had gotten too much into the game, its been a few minutes since I wrote, I wasn't doing well so I took a break.
The guy who'd sold me the car came buy this morning. I paid the rest off; it came to a total of 1180. My friend had gone to see it and he was told the asking price of 1500. It costed me though, taking it to a mechanic. Since the day I drove it I knew the clutch was slipping. Its mostly on 5th gear. Good thoughts will bring positive outcomes. I believe ki (chi) is developed from good thoughts. So please, if everyone will just get serious again, lol.. don't hate or you'll get screwed by fate.
Game time...Oh, the music had stopped. I'll start the media player with Kill You by Eminem. Heh, I was feeling alot better earlier.
I visited my friends and they came over after we ate pizza at Gino's house. It was Freddie who provided the ride, since my car's battery discharged after I'd chilled at Gino's house for some time. The guy 'hooked up' the neon light. I couldn't tell if it was on or off. My dad thought it was on, I suppose thats why the battery discharged... if thats the case, why couldn't I see the light while I drove? Maybe on a bump the light turned on and I didn't notice.. It must be rigged to the sound of the radio.
This has gotten very long because I talk about what I'm currently doing. I'm not sure if thats a bad thing, but I know if this gets too long people will get bored. So...I'll sum up everything I was going to say in a few words.
When the guys came over I showed them some of my cards. They looked some interested. I gave some to Freddie. Gino already has some Ron (my cuz)had given him. Anyway, I also showed them how to play Inuyasha. I had fun since I had never played myself. Thats card game, like DBGT (those were the kinds of cards I gave to Freddie). I hope they start buying packs so they can build their own decks like I have. Oh, and for those of you who read my first entry, Mark didn't come over. I didn't call him cuz by the time it became available I thought it was too late. What am I saying, its never too late to play cards. LOL I just thought it wasn't a good time for him, we'll talk about what he did when we meet next time. Thats all for now.
-Leo |
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